- my moments with music` ]] ~~

Thursday, October 28, 2004

What fun does I have occured to me this few days so far?

FUn ?

Life play funny trick on me, YA !

ARGH!!!!!!!

NOPE!

Butt -sticking-on- the-Stricking chair again!

My boredom butts travel from science park to honeywell at Boon lay and to HSA at Biopolis!

Just started work at Health Sciences Authority (Department of Drug Administration) at Biopolis as a boring boring drug regulatory ass
....more to admin side again!!
Help! I think the drop -dead lectures at the drug development @ poly comes back haunting at me again! Just I thought I had escape forever till I read the biblilographical "Guidelines" (I had to memorise it again! Hell ya! ) on the complicated process on how a drug is regulated in singapore.

Argh. but this time , really much more significant than other jobs I hold previously.
lots of things to learn , more relevant to my course.
But haiz... I got to hold more jobs , this miserable amt of salary barely meet the survival line.

Tired . going to slp ----------------------------------------------------------------

No , hang on.

The moment I clicked "Publish Post", a inspiring phase popped out from nowhere.

Here goes:

Life is funny. One moment you can be on top of the world, and the next, you're wishing the ground would open up and swallow you. One day I was dreaming about the perfect career, wedding, travelling, boyfriend and the next I found myself wanting to just die. Life changes dramatically and it changes that fast that you never expected to. All those plans, all those dreams, all that waiting.. all for nothing.

It's over.

HAng on.

Maybe not . Is the timing?

Fortunate and happiness is for people who waits ....and fight for it.

I don't know what the future holds for me. MAybe I should think in that way ALWAYS. always assuming dun know, so that I will not be confident, so self -assuming. I always felt that Heaven and fate punish those who have overly confident like me. Is that an enlighenment or Am I always enlighting ? I
s this an omen? Dun know .

Goin to slp -_- Zzzzzzzz......

:)

:) Lets listen to this nice song :)

By Vonda Shepard
Alone Again (Naturally)
Words and Music by Raymond O'Sullivan

In a little while from now
If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to whoever
What it's like when you're shattered
Left standing in the lurch at a church
Where people saying: "My God, that's tough"
"She stood him up"
"No point in us remaining"
"We may as well go home"
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to, who wouldn't do?
The role I was about to play?
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about God in His mercy
Who, if He really does exist,Why did He desert me?
In my hour of need
I truly am indeed

Alone again, naturally

It seems to me that there are more hearts
Broken in the world that can't be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?
(instrumental interlude)

Alone again, naturally
Looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul
Couldn't understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally Alone again, naturally

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